An Unconditioned View

Oh, how pathetic this mind-body is:

anger-pathetic
sadness-pathetic
happiness-pathetic

As much as i take care of this mind-body, to keep it functional, to keep it running, to maybe reduce some pain that is to come or not. i am disgusted by its presence, its limited ways, its habits, its wants, its desires, but i enjoy its presence, its limitations, its habits, its wants, its desires.

i keep telling myself that i am not this mind-body.
How pathetic is the fact that i have to do this. HEHEHE HAHAHA LOLOL

This is a little tidbit from My boy Shiz Nis (Nisargadatta Maharaj), it gets me through.
This is my medicine!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who is my-me?
I am the Medicine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHE HAHAHA LOLOL

Consciousness and the Absolute – The final talks of Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj – Edited by Jean Dunn
Maharaj:
            Doctors have diagnosed that this body has cancer. Would anyone else be as joyful as i am, with such a serious diagnosis? The world is your direct experience, your own observation. All that is happening is happening at this level, but I am not at this level. I have dissociated myself from Sattva Guna, beingness.
          The Ultimate state in spirituality is that state where no needs are felt at any time, where nothing is useful for anything. That state is called Nirvana, Nirguna, that which is the Eternal and Ultimate Truth. The essence and the sum total of this whole talk is called Sat-guru Parabrahman, the state which there are not requirements.
           After the dissolution of the universe, when no further vestige of creation was apparent, what remained is my perfect state. All through the creation and dissolution of the universe, I remain ever untouched. I have not expounded this part: my state never felt the creation and dissolution of the universe. I am the principle which survives all creations, all the dissolutions. This is my state, and yours, too, but you don’t realize it because you are embracing your beingness. Realizing it is only possible when one gets support from the invincible faith, from the eternal Sat-guru Parabrahman. This state, this Parabrahman principle, is eternal and is also the Sat-guru. It is the eternal property of any devotee of a Guru.

Fuck the mind-body!
I am not this pathetic form!
I am That which Is!
Bitches!

Thoughts are like breaths, one after another they come and go.

Right after one thought ends and right before another begins

there is a sweet spot where there is no thought. 

Rest in the sweet spot and that is where you will find Me.

Soon you will realize you are the sweet spot.

You will realize you are Me.

That which Is!

hehehe

lolol

<3

:-)

Wheel of Life

Soooo many opportunities. Soooo many chances.

Now that is what I call Love in spite of it all.

For i am in Love despite it all.

Soooo sinister but yet soooo benevolent.

The Hulk –

The Hulk possesses the potential for limitless physical strength depending directly on his emotional state, particularly his anger.^[46]This has been reflected in the repeated comment, “The madder Hulk gets, the stronger Hulk gets.” After probing, the entity Beyonder once claimed that the Hulk’s potential strength had “no finite element inside.”^[47] His durability, regeneration, and endurance also increase in proportion to his temper. The Hulk is resistant to most forms of injury or damage. The extent varies between interpretations, but he has withstood the equivalent of solar temperatures,[51] nuclear explosions,[52] and planet-shattering impacts.[53] Despite his remarkable resiliency, continuous barrages of high-caliber gunfire can hinder his movement to some degree, and this has been consistently portrayed outside the comic books, in both live-action films and animation—in The Avengers film, he is able to momentarily withstand a sustained barrage of fire from a fighter aircraft. He has been shown to have both regenerative and adaptive healing abilities, including growing tissues to allow him to breathe underwater,[54] surviving unprotected in space for extended periods,[55][56] and when injured, healing from most wounds within seconds.[57] As an effect, he has an extremely prolonged lifespan. He also possesses less commonly described powers, including abilities allowing him to “home in” to his place of origin in New Mexico,[62] resist psychic control,[63] or unwilling transformation;[64] grow stronger from radiation[65] or dark magic;[66] and to see and interact with astral forms.[67] Some of these abilities were in later years explained as being related; his ability to home in on the New Mexico bomb site was due to his latent ability to sense astral forms and ghosts, since the bomb site was also the place where the Maestro’s skeleton was and Maestro’s spirit was calling out to him in order to absorb his radiation.[68] The Hulk is also able to generate omnidirectional bursts of kinetic energy that completely shook the United States.[61]

Despite all of this and his ability to wield staffs of light-he is still limited. When are u going to let go? No matter how ominous an object u choose, it is still limited, you are Me-Limitless. Oh, how the epic battle ensues. Just be but do as I say. Lol :-) giggles, heheheh, lol, fun fun in the sun, lol. Good times. Woot! Woot! Shhhhhhh-ok but not-ok-whatever-hmmmmm, lol :-) giggles, heheheh. Time to go to the gym, i work out, lol :-).

46.The Incredible Hulk vol. 3, #109–111 (Oct.–Dec. 2007)47.Secret Wars vol. 2, #8 date?51.Fantastic Four #435 (2006); World War Hulk #2 (2007); Incredible Hulk Annual 199752.The Incredible Hulk (vol. 2) #440 (April 1996); Fantastic Four #433 (2006); The Incredible Hulk vol. 3, #105 (June 2007)53.Marvel Comics Presents #52; Silver Surfer vol. 2, #125; Iron Man vol. 2, #19 (2007)54.The Incredible Hulk vol. 3, #77 date?55.World War Hulk: Prelude (2007)56.Hulk (Bruce Banner) at Marvel.com57.The Incredible Hulk #398 (Oct. 1992); The Incredible Hulk vol. 2, #46061.a b World War Hulk #5 (2007) date?62.The Incredible Hulk (vol. 1) #31463.The Defenders #12 (February 1974); The Incredible Hulk vol. 2, #259 (May 1981); Cable #34 (1996); World War Hulk: X-Men #1 (2007)64.Incredible Hulk vol.2, #266; Incredible Hulk annual #5; The Incredible Hulk vol.2, #36465.The Incredible Hulk vol. 3, #105 (June 2007); The Incredible Hulk: Future Imperfect #2; Fantastic Four #433; World War Hulk: X-Men #266.The Incredible Hulk (vol. 3) #82; The Darkness/Hulk #167.The Incredible Hulk vol. 2, #369; The Incredible Hulk vol. 3, #82 dates?68.The Incredible Hulk vol. 2, #460

Oh, the pain is unbearable  :_(

That is just a small sample, for there is more to come.

*Oh, can’t wait.*

Ask and you shall receive.

hulk smash  :_( 

It’s all good. Without bad there is no good.

Without good there is no bad.

It’s all fuel for the fires

above and below.

Hippity hoppity hop hop hop

hoppy hop hop –

boing boing boing.

Rock it don’t stop it.

It’s all good.